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'Cake?! Where are ya at?!' by murfforever 'Cake?! Where are ya at?!' :iconmurfforever:murfforever 1 1
Unfulfilled wishes.
Unfulfilled wishes.
I want to cry, but my tears are not flowing.
I want to die, but people need me.
I want to scream, but my voice is not there.
I want to be happy, but my smile cannot be found.
I want to be sad, but everyone around me is happy.
I want to seek, but my body is not moving.
I want to sleep, but my eyes will not close.
I want to laugh, but my mouth is not moving.
I want to love, but my feelings have disappeared.
I want to forget, but my memory will not let me.
I want to live, but I lack the power.
I do not want to be hurt anymore, but my wishes remain unfulfilled.
:iconmurfforever:murfforever 1 0
Smile upon the heart of the wind. by murfforever Smile upon the heart of the wind. :iconmurfforever:murfforever 6 12 Howl at the moon with dedication. by murfforever Howl at the moon with dedication. :iconmurfforever:murfforever 0 0 Eye sketch 1 by murfforever Eye sketch 1 :iconmurfforever:murfforever 1 0 Let my heart fly. by murfforever Let my heart fly. :iconmurfforever:murfforever 0 0 Watashi no tamashii. by murfforever Watashi no tamashii. :iconmurfforever:murfforever 2 2 A brand new star shining in the night sky. by murfforever A brand new star shining in the night sky. :iconmurfforever:murfforever 25 0 Similarity. by murfforever Similarity. :iconmurfforever:murfforever 27 6 The destroyer. by murfforever The destroyer. :iconmurfforever:murfforever 7 5
I just don't care anymore.
How much more do I need to suffer?
When will my misery finally end?
I feel lost.
Lost inside a dark forest, lost without a chance of survival.
Lost without any hope.
I've awoken from my fairy tale life a long time ago.
I know the harsh world that's out there.
I know I won't be able to stop myself.
From trying to survive in that world.
But do I actually want to go there?
Nobody knows. Nobody will know.
Even though I know people will be there for me.
When I'd need them.
And although I know I can't do it all alone.
This doesn't keep me away from it.
I'm going to miss them.
It'll be like a hole in my chest that keeps burning.
That continues to hurt me.
But there's nothing I can do about it.
They don't seem to know, I don't care anymore.
I want them to know, but it's useless.
I'm nothing better than the people I claim to hate.
I might even be worse than them, I don't care anymore.
When this year has come to its end.
I'll have lost a part of myself as well.
I won't be the same anymo
:iconmurfforever:murfforever 3 8
Heart of courage. by murfforever Heart of courage. :iconmurfforever:murfforever 3 0 Never stop rocking! by murfforever Never stop rocking! :iconmurfforever:murfforever 3 0 Worship the great dragon. by murfforever Worship the great dragon. :iconmurfforever:murfforever 2 4 Chilling in mah box~ by murfforever Chilling in mah box~ :iconmurfforever:murfforever 3 4 'Aishite imasu, Grimmjow-sama.' by murfforever 'Aishite imasu, Grimmjow-sama.' :iconmurfforever:murfforever 5 8


|| Victor Nikiforov Render || by MochiUsUk || Victor Nikiforov Render || :iconmochiusuk:MochiUsUk 61 1 2 : 0 0 by Mikkapi 2 : 0 0 :iconmikkapi:Mikkapi 1,519 106 rendrs#97)-[Victor Nikiforov ] by kanall rendrs#97)-[Victor Nikiforov ] :iconkanall:kanall 179 4 Sexy Sephiroth .NSFW optional. by sakimichan Sexy Sephiroth .NSFW optional. :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 13,997 700 +smoker+ by Jack666rulez +smoker+ :iconjack666rulez:Jack666rulez 2,725 275 One Piece - Brook by OnePieceWorldProject One Piece - Brook :icononepieceworldproject:OnePieceWorldProject 571 24 One Piece - Crocodile by OnePieceWorldProject One Piece - Crocodile :icononepieceworldproject:OnePieceWorldProject 703 13 Be Frank by KaleiC Be Frank :iconkaleic:KaleiC 35 16 franky FTW by questionstar franky FTW :iconquestionstar:questionstar 1,762 224 Magi - Labyrinth of Magic VI by Moi-rin Magi - Labyrinth of Magic VI :iconmoi-rin:Moi-rin 38 0 magi alibaba n aladdin2 by Asuka10 magi alibaba n aladdin2 :iconasuka10:Asuka10 194 31 Magi The Labyrinth of Magic2 by Asuka10 Magi The Labyrinth of Magic2 :iconasuka10:Asuka10 565 78 MAGI: The Finalist by alysael MAGI: The Finalist :iconalysael:alysael 173 72 Magi - Magnostadt Aladdin by Miyukiko Magi - Magnostadt Aladdin :iconmiyukiko:Miyukiko 238 17 DRAMAtical Murder -Koujaku- by AkiraKirihara DRAMAtical Murder -Koujaku- :iconakirakirihara:AkiraKirihara 330 36 DMMd DRAMAtical Murder1 by Asuka10 DMMd DRAMAtical Murder1 :iconasuka10:Asuka10 79 2
Yeah, got quite a lot of fav artworks :P
They're all posted in special folders, although the cosplay and random art folder doesn't contain that much cosplay pics anymore ^^;
But I've stopped randomly putting artworks in the general folder a long time ago, so the folders contain more and other art then the ones in the general folder, sounds rather complicated,doesn't it?

Still, hope you liked my favs and to every artist, here on Deviantart or somewhere else: You rock, woohoo!


Ulquiorra Dark by Ani-Nunu Ulquiorra Dark :iconani-nunu:Ani-Nunu 76 13 I'm not letting you escape. by murfforever I'm not letting you escape. :iconmurfforever:murfforever 36 23 ulquiorra by ningyee7 ulquiorra :iconningyee7:ningyee7 2,548 137 Ulquiorra Murcielago by Xset Ulquiorra Murcielago :iconxset:Xset 131 26 ulquiorra by nautilus-deepbluesea ulquiorra :iconnautilus-deepbluesea:nautilus-deepbluesea 47 12 Ulquiorra by UlquiorraWorshiper Ulquiorra :iconulquiorraworshiper:UlquiorraWorshiper 242 59 Ulquiorra by KIRA-only Ulquiorra :iconkira-only:KIRA-only 169 19 ulquiorra by aminecube ulquiorra :iconaminecube:aminecube 148 7




Artist | Student | Digital Art
Hi, I'm Murfforever and welcome to my profile :D

I am an artist whose skills are still developing. Posting arts and recieving feedback has helped me to develop my art skills, a lot. I like to post a new art every week (and if I don't it probably has a reason....), and I usually post random arts. Not always of the same anime, unless I don't have any other character for inspiration, that's what keeps the variation in my gallery. My current ID is a base art I made a few months ago, I don't feel like changing it actually, 'cuz I still like Ulquiorra-sama as much as I did a few months ago....I might even like him more. So, yep, I'm a true Ulquiorra fangirl! Yay! And I support his return, he was epic enough to kill the main character twice, something that others couldn't do, so he deserves a change to return(though I know that he died was the end for him....).

Watching anime has always been a part of my life since I was 7 years old, I grew up watching Neon Genesis Evangelion and Studio Ghibli movies. A lot of those movies were/are an inspiration to me. Current anime I really like watching are; Bleach (with Ulquiorra Schiffer as my absolute favourite character), Neon Genesis Evangelion, Black Butler (Yay for Sebastian Michaelis!), Pokémon (I consider it an anime), One piece, Rosario + Vampire and many more. I'm currently waiting, yes I really am waiting for it, for the third Rebuild of Evangelion movie (I hope that Kaworu-kun still has some of his epic moments ;)). Luckily it'll be out in a few weeks/months, because I've been waiting for it for over a year now o.o

My friends have also been a great influence in my life, they also help me survive our horrible school....I am very thankful for that. We often have slumber parties, and try to game for 24 hours. Usually we don't make it, so after a few hours we start talking for a long time, it's always a lot of fun :D

Some facts;
-I like to game, with my friends. A few games I play are; Left4Dead, Without Warning, Spyro games, Legend of Zelda games, Super Smash Bros Brawl, Skyrim, Halo and many more.
-My hair colour is red, well I colored it red a while ago so it....was bright red :)
-I love Vocaloid! My favourite Vocaloids are; Rin Kagamine, Kaito Shion, Vy2 Yuma, Luka Megurine, Gakupo Kamui and of course Len Kagamine. I have listened to a lot of songs, every day I discover new ones and every day I add another Vocaloid song to my MP3 player.
-Yep, my music system is an MP3 player. An Tomtec...I believe. It's quite ancient but it's the best MP3 player for me. I don't need no fancy one (no extra gadgets for me....I don't need them), if I can listen to music that the only thing that matters.
-I don't have Facebook, Twitter, Hyves or anything else. I don't need it :iconherotimeplz:
(Never mind that, I made a Facebook account a few weeks ago....because I didn't have faith in some of my friendships with some of my friends, we're doing much better now ^^)
-I cosplay as certain anime characters, I do not have that many costumes but I will buy/make more in the future. I'm a starting cosplayer, my costumes aren't the best but I'll try to improve them :D I've already been to a few cons, not that much since I started cosplaying around September '11, and the most recent was Animecon. Not much to say about it other then that it was super epic, a lot of costumes and I now own my own sword :D
-I'm a Bleach fan! Never knew I could like an anime so much, it's fair to say that Bleach has changed my life, a little bit. Me and my friend are both obsessed (well....not that obsessed but we talk about Bleach a lot, have quite a lot of Bleach merchandise, Ulqui-chan pillow!, and are planning on making our own Arrancar outfits.....) with the anime. To be precise, we both love/like a certain Espada. She loves/likes Grimmjow, I love/like Ulquiorra :aww:
I became a fan around September of 2011, when someone commented on my profile, I looked at this person's gallery and saw a picture of Ulquiorra. He scared me so much, at first, I was really scared of him. I decided to search his name on Google, since he seemed rather interesting, and watched my first episode of Bleach right after that. I couldn't fully understand what had happened, it was episode 272 so if you haven't seen any episode of's kind of hard to guess what exactly had happened before, but I did get that Ichigo had gotten another form and that Ulquiorra died. I decided to watch more episodes, started to like Ulquiorra more and more, and told my friend. I told her about Ulquiorra and a few days later, about Grimmjow. Ever since then we've collected quite some merchandise, I bought my Ulquiorra pillow really soon after I watched Bleach for the first time :P, and it's been a common thing for us to talk about. We came to know the characters better, discovered other characters, and right now I can happily name almost all the characters (who appear until episode 312 or so, since I haven't watched the 'newest' Arc) and every time I watch an episode, which I've seen already, I still discover new things and relive the feelings I had when I watched Bleach for the first time :)
-My brother is slightly evil.
-I'm really random and I can be really hyperactive sometimes :D
-It's okay to give critism on my artworks, for example what I could change to improve the art, but if anyone starts trolling, I'd be happy to block that person. Critism is allowed, just make it constructive critism ;)
Comments are always welcome~!
-My dog is hyperactive and quite weird o.o
She sometimes walks upstairs, into my room, starts dancing really strange and after that, she runs downstairs again :XD:

And finally;

✔ Single
❑ Taken
✔ Mentally dating a character that doesn't actually exist

So here's a short list of my hobbies:
- Making artworks
- Cosplaying (I'm not a professional, but I do enjoy making new costumes, going to conventions and cosplaying ^^)
- Watching anime (Basically everything that's at 'reading manga' + Code Geass, Eden of the East, Pokémon, Uta No Prince-Sama Maji Love 1000%, Studio Ghibli stuff, Bakugan and many more :eyes:)
- Hanging out with my friends (who I love~! :la:)
- Reading manga (I'm currently reading; Bleach, Black Butler, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi, Junjou Romantica :eyes:, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Rosario + Vampire and One Piece...)
- Playing games (SSBB, Halo, Pokémon, Left4Dead, Zelda games etc.)
-Listening to music (I mostly listen to piano music, violin music, Vocaloid songs, Gackt, Kalafina and many more~ :la:)

See how I always write a shitload of words instead of using only a few words to describe myself/my artworks. Yeah, that's something very typical of me, I use a lot of words (for my journals, description for artworks, this ID etc.), so if you've cared to read all of it/have read all of it, arigatou! :iconarigatouplz:

I hope that you like my art. I'll always make time to post new art, so there's always a new art, every week.
Thanx for everything!

Imke (Murfforever)

One of my best friends (who makes super epic artworks, you should check out her gallery *stares*)>> :iconalicedraco:
My cousin>> :icondropyourhalo96:
My older cousin>>:icongeekonnahstick:
One of my best friends>> :iconeglerionthefox:

Epic (new) friend>> :icondeltaizune:
Other epic friend>> :icongamer-man-15:

Quizzes/Tests I've done :meow:;

What Is Your Level Of Randomness?
What Is Your Level Of Randomness?
Hosted By Anime

What Vocaloid Are You?
What Vocaloid Are You?
Hosted By Anime

Are You A Tsundere Or A Yandere?
Are You A Tsundere Or A Yandere?
Hosted By Anime

What Element Fits You Best?
What Element Fits You Best?
Hosted By Anime

What Is Your Level Of Sanity?
What Is Your Level Of Sanity?
Hosted By Anime

What Death Note Character Are You?
What Death Note Character Are You?
Hosted By Anime

What Role Do You Play In An Anime?
What Role Do You Play In An Anime?
Hosted By Anime

What Kirby Hat Do You Wear?
What Kirby Hat Do You Wear?
Hosted By Anime

What Is Your Anime Eye Color?
What Is Your Anime Eye Color?
Hosted By Anime

What Is Your Anime Hair Colour?
What Is Your Anime Hair Colour?
Hosted By Anime

What Uta No Prince-Sama Character Are You?
What Uta No Prince-Sama Character Are You?
Hosted By Anime

Which Final Fantasy VII Protagonist Are You?
Which Final Fantasy VII Protagonist Are You?
Hosted By Anime

Which My Little Pony Are You?
Which My Little Pony Are You?
Hosted By Anime

What Dark Type Pokemon Are You?
What Dark Type Pokemon Are You?
Hosted By Anime

Where Do You Fit In Portal?
Where Do You Fit In Portal?
Hosted By Anime

What Zelda Weapon Are You?
What Zelda Weapon Are You?
Hosted By Anime

Fun fact:

I joined Deviantart on GACKT-sama's birthday, which is on the 4th of July ;)

BEWARE: SO MUCH FANGIRLING IN THE REMAINING PART OF THIS ID!! Sorry for all the trouble etc. Oh and watch out/spoiler alert: POSSIBLE SPOILERS!!! :noes:


And Grimmjow (or as I like to say: Grimm-kitty~! :meow:)

And many more~! :iconcheerplz:

Ichimaru Gin

Sebastian Michaelis

Grell Sutcliff

Gackt-sama~! :squee:

Ghirahim, who just fills my heart with rainbows~ (and he's totally fabulous :iconghirahimdanceplz: :la:)

Vocaloid! :D

Mizore Shirayuki~ :aww:

Fluttershy! :iconfluttershyyayplz: :iconfluttershyblushplz: :)

L with his charming smile :D

Portgas D Ace :meow:

Ichinose Tokiya :love: (voiced by the epic, Mamoru Miyano~)

Kaname-senpai~! :squee:

Thanks for visiting my profile, reading all of this stuff (magical stuff~ ☆*:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆ ) and everything else! Arigatou :aww:

Current Residence: Hueco Mundo ;p
Favourite genre of music: Japanese songs and sountracks. (not a real genre but for me, it is! *stares into your soul*) I also like piano and violin music, although those tend to make me cry quite easily :XD:.
Favourite style of art: Fan-art and Drawings.
MP3 player of choice: My ancient Mp3 player, which they almost don't sell anymore :( (It died!)
Shell of choice: Sea shell XD
Skin of choice: own?
Favourite anime characters: Ulquiorra, Grimmjow, Marth, Link, Gakupo, Luka, Rin, Kaworu, Kaoru, Ghirahim, Fluttershy, Gin, Harada, Hijakata, L, Tamaki, Haruhi, Sano, Nakatsu, Mizuki, Mizore, Luffy, Kaname, Yuki, Zakuro, Ren, Jinguji Ren, Tokiya, Ittoki, Reiji, Yogi, Lelouch, Rin, Sebastian, Grell, Hideki, Chi, Germany, North Italy, Japan & China.
Personal Quote: 'It's better to be absolutely weird and random than to be absolutely boring.'
It's a shame. It's such a shame.
I haven't been active on this website for quite some time, but I might actually start posting and drawing again soon. I've been having an artblock for quite some time now, but I'll try and change it~! I can't promise anything (perhaps I still can't draw....even after trying...), but it's worth a shot! :aww:

My personal life has had two sides during the last couple of months. It was either an emotional rollercoaster or it was so boring that I could nearly see the tumbleweed rolling before my eyes ^^;. I haven't done much cosplaying lately, nor have I visited a lot of anime conventions, but that's definitely going to change :D. I'm currently saving money for anime conventions and for new cosplay, but I need to think of a character first :P.

Also, a small education/school update, I'm actually failing this year! It's a bit sad, but it's also alright. I won't drop out of school or anything, but I will go to the Havo next year. From (for ze Dutch people who probably know what the frick I'm talking about) Vwo 5 to Havo 5. That means I will pretty much learn the same things as the ones I've learned this year, but it'll be slightly easier AND it means I'll graduate next year (if everything goes as planned :XD:). 

I've also created a Tumblr profile, on which I'm slightly more active than on this website *is very ashamed*. So if you want to get spammed with a lot of random things, here's a link to my blog/profile >>
If you do indeed decide to follow me, thank you very much~! :hug: 

I'm currently 'slightly' obsessed with a few different fandoms. Actually about five of them :P (Karneval, Final Fantasy, Hetalia, Uta no Prince-sama and Chibi Vampire). I'm working on finishing quite some anime during the summer break :). I've already finished Karneval (my favourite character is definitely Yogi, he's so cool and he makes me smile! :D), Uta no Prince-sama (I still like re-watching both seasons :P), Chibi Vampire (I'm convinced that both Rens, Ren Jinguji from UtaPri and Ren Maaka from Chibi Vampire, must somehow be related to each other. I mean, they're both gentlemen, they are both voiced by Suwabe Junichi, they're both quite attractive etc. :XD:) and I've finished the first season of Hetalia :). My favourite characters/countries from Hetalia (so far) are: Japan, Germany, Italy and China :meow:.

Also, I've been quite obsessed with Grimmjow lately. Not really sure why.....perhaps it's just Grimmjow season? 

And I'll be finishing this long journal entry (I will probably never learn how to write a short entry ^^;) with the question that I also used as a part of the title for this entry:

How are you doing? c:
  • Listening to: Hetalia - Wa Wa World Ondo
  • Reading: Vampire Knight ^^
  • Watching: Chobits :3
  • Playing: Minecraft & Happy Wheels c:
  • Drinking: Tea



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The-Cute-Storm Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2015

Thanks for the llama! 

Llama Thanks You in Watercolor by The-Cute-Storm  

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Gamer-man-15 Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014   Photographer
= Fight alongside you
= Respect you
= Involve you
= Encourage you
= Deserve you
Save you
Send this to all your friends & me if I'm one......If you get 4 back you are liked but if you get 7 back then you are seriously loved.)
Gamer-man-15 Featured By Owner May 19, 2014   Photographer
Look what I found :D
:iconvulpixlaplz:Vulpix Ninetales la Vulpix - For Maud-Pie (icon) Vulpix :vulpix: 
murfforever Featured By Owner May 19, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Whoa, nice! :D
Gamer-man-15 Featured By Owner May 19, 2014   Photographer
I know :D
ElyonBlackStar Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav!
murfforever Featured By Owner May 19, 2014  Student Digital Artist
You're very welcome~! :hug:
KseniaK Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2013  Student General Artist
murfforever Featured By Owner May 19, 2014  Student Digital Artist
You're very welcome~! :huggle:
Deathday94991313 Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2013  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave!~ :D
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