Unfulfilled wishes.
I want to cry, but my tears are not flowing.
I want to die, but people need me.
I want to scream, but my voice is not there.
I want to be happy, but my smile cannot be found.
I want to be sad, but everyone around me is happy.
I want to seek, but my body is not moving.
I want to sleep, but my eyes will not close.
I want to laugh, but my mouth is not moving.
I want to love, but my feelings have disappeared.
I want to forget, but my memory will not let me.
I want to live, but I lack the power.
I do not want to be hurt anymore, but my wishes remain unfulfilled.